cuidate makky

pengen maen pengen nonton pengen ketemu. tapi gak bisa. bukan gak bisa sih, tapi gak boleh.
assignment menanti. daniel menanti. rihannon menanti. mana musti cepet2 ngirim email ke begona lagi...aduuh tugas bejibun. midsemnya ada 3 pula..gak jelas gini isi blog gw. tapi cape jg yah kalo dikala kita pengen nulis sesuatu tapi gak bisa. cape nahannya. cape mendemnya. jadinya nulisnya gak karuan gini. tapi ya sudah lah ya.

salut gw sama makky. suka gw ngeliat dia. halaahh colongan. kekekeke.. gasatsu dakedo, hontouwa yasashikute, maemukide, gambariyade..honto mitete iinaatte omou. jibunde gambaranakyatte omouyouni nattekuru. ouen sitemasu. watashi pro makky desukara =D sotsugyou gambattene! watashimo gambarukara! =D

stop that luciano. be good or i'll smack you in the ass.

how come i feel the presence of Luciano between me and him?

oh god, i dont want that...

please be good, boy. PLEASE.

Boom shak i need two shoes for dancing

i read through a friend's old blog and there's something saying about the horoscope on friendster. that, what she read had been kind of true lately. so i tempted to read mine. oh god, frankly saying i'm paranoid of horoscope. i'm scared that if i read something saying there'll be a bad thing in the future, then i tend to believe it and it'll happen at the end. early last year i read horoscope for 2006 and there's this part saying there'd be a big change my love life in mid year. yeah, indeed it kind of happened. i seriously didn't expect that. i was even sure for what we said, 'we can do it'. but fate is fate. one click, everything start to change, the second click, it happened.
anyway, that's past. here, today's horoscope says that

The Bottom Line

Travel is on your mind right now -- find a way to indulge your wanderlust.

In Detail

Travel is on your mind right now, so much so that it might be causing some real problems in your everyday life. If your mind is distracted from your daily tasks because you're daydreaming about far-off lands or tropical beaches, you need to take some time to get this wanderlust out of your system. If you can't book your dream vacation, then watch a TV travelogue show, buy a travel magazine or visit an exotic ethnic restaurant

i was hoping for some advices for current life, where on the other hand i frigginly scared of some shi*ty statement. but it was a relieve. it didnt say anything that scares me and what it's saying, isn't all correct. so now i know i have a reason to not fully trust it. it's true that i'd been daydreaming alot (well, that's because i'm a big daydreamer of all time), but it's not true that i want to travel this time. First, i haven't got spare money to go travelling and secondly, i'm pretty satisfied from picnic to mooloolaba with the bunch. so i think i don't need a travelling for at least a few weeks. and lastly i better spend my money for shopping. YES, I'M IN NEED OF SHOPPING RIGHT NOW.

and yes yes yess! i talked to kiki and we're going to paddington on monday. yaaayyy :D
i've never been there but heard that the boutiques are awesome. i think i need a few pairs of new shoes and tops. xD Oh God, please help me. give me a job where i can get hell a lot of money. so that i can get whatever i want from 20% of the pay and save the rest. AMIN. hehehe.


Quote of the day
"In order to be irreplaceable one must always be different."
-Coco Chanel

blehh

gw kangen sama orang bodoh yang gak pernah tau kalo gw kangenin..

blehh..

bodoh kau..

Dear Pollito

i'm so sorry mi pollito
it's not that i don't wanna talk to you baby
believe me it'll just hurt you in the end

merry christmas bruno..
hope you have a wonderful christmas with your little thomas.. :)

Costello was his actual name..

andreas is my imaginery homeboy. he was true, yeah he was, long ago. we made a promise back in 90s. but that was it. nothing special than a memory.

one day a hebrew came to sit beside me. and talked to me. we talked about some not-so-important things. he was hillarious and i was just surprised to discover how much fun i had talking to him. but then suddently i realised a feeling that is undeniably familiar in him. so i asked him, if we had met before. he grinned and said maybe. he smiled. and it looked so familiar. like a smile i was crazy about for years. i think i was confused so my mind went a bit slow. he laughed, he said i looked confused. i said yeah, kind of..then guess what he did...he..grinned (again)..taking..off..his....mask!!!!!
i was like.."!! a...a....andreas???!!!!!!!"

yes. it was him. he disguised himself as a hebrew, waiting for the right time to talked to me. i cant belive we were actually in the same city for that long and i didnt realise even a bit. anyway i was happy. like back in the old days. really old days back in 90s. he didnt seem to changed alot. the way he talks. how he makes jokes and makes people laugh loud. and how he always try to please his friends. but most important thing is how he never realise if someone was having a crush on him. he was really bad in these kind of things since kid. he was innocent. yet still is now. unfortunately the only thing that makes him different was he's not available anymore. lol. i have no intension to have any sort of *ehem* things between us. seriously no. lol. i was happy enough that i can be friends again with him.

i might had been having a crush on him, well even for a few hours that we spent talking. but strangely i dont feel a strange compulsive mix of lust and reluctance that i normally feel when i was having a crush on someone else. he's really a confortable person to talk to. and he is damn hillarious. people will be laughing out loud most time when talking to him. at the same time, you can also share your deepest problem without feeling embarrased or humiliated. so you know why i fell for that boy? well, the word falling might be a little bit exaggerated. i didnt fall for him. just had a tiny bits of crush for a few hours. haha... but no matter what happen i think we can't be anything more than friends. well, thats what i think...kind of unfortunate huh..? lol.. nah, nahh i'm not having a big crush on him anyway..just a tiny tiny petite crush :P

here, i got a question for those who has ever stayed in brisbane. Do you actually agree that brisbane is a poor hunting ground for partners? hahaha.. i see some people keep stay being single till the end of their stay in here, but some others seem to find their true love here and get married. well, hopefully it's not a poor hunting ground for me. i met my ex here, and hope to meet my new significant one here as well.. :P it's just that good guys are already taken or leaving brisbane soon. what a shame! **yeah, stay here longer Js!! ** huahuahahha xD

Schedule hari ini..

Schedule hari ini..

jam 11. 00 - gak tau kapan : nemenin benki mencari oleh -oleehhh. tapi gw gak boleh shopping..huhu :(

jam 16. 00 - 18. 00 : maen tennis bersama opa, 2 cucunya dan 2 teman cucu2nyaaa..kekekeke :D

lalu setelahh itu..ke acaranya wiwiii, makan2 di all you can eat korean barbeque!!! sik asik asikk.. abis olah raga..yakiniku menantii... :D :D :D

yasudah..mau pergi dulu yah saya..hihihi

i have a christmast present for you~ :D

Akhirnya kelar juga nih ujian gw. Well, nggak totally kelar sih..hanya tertunda aja salah satunya..

dari siang ke DFO sama vane..ternyata seru juga yah DFO, lebih bagus daripada yang gw bayangin...kalo yang murah banget bisa sampe $5 untuk kaos2 and atasan. asal pinter milih sih mayan banget buat nyari2 oleh2..haha..dan malemnya..nonton Borat sama irwan, opa, rio, panca, anggit, agung willard, pandu dan jule. gila, ini film tergokil yang pernah gw liat. gak ada deh yang ngalahin..hahhahaha geli abis kalo inget scene2nya terutama bagian gulat2an. euww..kekkeke..abis ujian gitu sih wajib nonton ni film..buat stress reliever lebih dari lumayan..hoho anyway, treat buat diri gw abis ujian kayanya udah cukup lah yah..gw jg sempet manjain diri gw di tengah2 ujian biar gak bosen juga :p
gak bisa gw..rasanya masih ada yang nge-ganjal..

Dan satu hal. tolong maafin aku yah. aku gak mau bikin kamu kecewa apalagi sedih. aku bakal buktiin ke kamu bahwa yang kamu dukung 3 tahun yang lalu itu gak salah. aku punya tujuan dan cita-cita baru sekarang. mungkin gak sebagus yang waktu itu. tapi perlahan-lahan bakal aku bikin jauh lebih bagus. bener2 makasih banyak yah selama ini. tanpa kamu aku mungkin udah nyerah sekarang. aku sedih banget waktu kemaren tau kondisi kamu sekarang kaya gitu. aku selalu doain kamu yang terbaik. tolong jaga diri baik2 yah..and jangan terlalu baik ah sama orang...sampe kapan si mau polos gitu mikir gak ada orang jahat di dunia? kamu nih..haha
yaudah talk to you soon babe. lurv yaa *kiss* *kiss* :)

udah ah,,gw mau tidur..cape nih..nite nite :)

a Man in disguise

God, dont let me hurt them again

not for the second time

especially when they trully love me