Costello was his actual name..

andreas is my imaginery homeboy. he was true, yeah he was, long ago. we made a promise back in 90s. but that was it. nothing special than a memory.

one day a hebrew came to sit beside me. and talked to me. we talked about some not-so-important things. he was hillarious and i was just surprised to discover how much fun i had talking to him. but then suddently i realised a feeling that is undeniably familiar in him. so i asked him, if we had met before. he grinned and said maybe. he smiled. and it looked so familiar. like a smile i was crazy about for years. i think i was confused so my mind went a bit slow. he laughed, he said i looked confused. i said yeah, kind of..then guess what he did...he..grinned (again)..taking..off..his....mask!!!!!
i was like.."!! a...a....andreas???!!!!!!!"

yes. it was him. he disguised himself as a hebrew, waiting for the right time to talked to me. i cant belive we were actually in the same city for that long and i didnt realise even a bit. anyway i was happy. like back in the old days. really old days back in 90s. he didnt seem to changed alot. the way he talks. how he makes jokes and makes people laugh loud. and how he always try to please his friends. but most important thing is how he never realise if someone was having a crush on him. he was really bad in these kind of things since kid. he was innocent. yet still is now. unfortunately the only thing that makes him different was he's not available anymore. lol. i have no intension to have any sort of *ehem* things between us. seriously no. lol. i was happy enough that i can be friends again with him.

i might had been having a crush on him, well even for a few hours that we spent talking. but strangely i dont feel a strange compulsive mix of lust and reluctance that i normally feel when i was having a crush on someone else. he's really a confortable person to talk to. and he is damn hillarious. people will be laughing out loud most time when talking to him. at the same time, you can also share your deepest problem without feeling embarrased or humiliated. so you know why i fell for that boy? well, the word falling might be a little bit exaggerated. i didnt fall for him. just had a tiny bits of crush for a few hours. haha... but no matter what happen i think we can't be anything more than friends. well, thats what i think...kind of unfortunate huh..? lol.. nah, nahh i'm not having a big crush on him anyway..just a tiny tiny petite crush :P

here, i got a question for those who has ever stayed in brisbane. Do you actually agree that brisbane is a poor hunting ground for partners? hahaha.. i see some people keep stay being single till the end of their stay in here, but some others seem to find their true love here and get married. well, hopefully it's not a poor hunting ground for me. i met my ex here, and hope to meet my new significant one here as well.. :P it's just that good guys are already taken or leaving brisbane soon. what a shame! **yeah, stay here longer Js!! ** huahuahahha xD