Happy Eid ul Fitr !!

Selamat Hari Raya Idul Fitri semuanya...
Mohon maaf lahir dan batin yah...

thought oliver was back..

"How's it going?" Daniel's voice made me jump and pitter pattering of my heart went overdrive. my mind was still out there, daydreaming. I'd been trying to focused on my work since yesterday but i couldnt help being drawn to the story. I even had my synthesis procedure wrong for a few times. it's just ridiculous. I can't believe myself, my mind was actually trapped into it. Pretty sure daniel noticed the difference. He was kind of worried so he checked me for a few times. Thank God, i have a colleague like him. if not, it would probably end up like last summer. anyway i never thought it would out of nowhere come and do such thing. been 3-4 days already. really unpredictable..

after all those harsh me and stella went out for break-fasting. she told me about her prince charming, i don't know how everyone call him a bastard, but i think he's indeed too good to be true if she's around him. well, he's not perfect but sure it's just matter of time. he'll be mature by mid of next year when she go back for good. he just need her to be around him all the time. you know him, dont worry bout it babe..

a meter away pink blot

Mungkin ini saatnya untuk menjauhi segala kegiatan yang hanya memberikan gw kesenangan sesaat dan lupa waktu. contohnya adalah MSN dan browsing2 site kesukaan. gw tau ini susah banget karena gw belajar atau ngerjain tugas pun make internet. udah beberapa hari ini gw dihantui ( well, gak smp sgitunya jg si..) perasaan bersalah dgn membuang-buang waktu gw browsing2 atau chatting smp lama. padahal tugas gw jg msh bejibun! gw sampe2 inget bokap nyokap gw. itu lebih lebih lagi nambah pressure. iya gw tau emang gw rada nyandu sm internet. abis gimana dong, kuliah plus kerja smp sore, siang2 gak ada waktu utk santai ato hang out bareng temen, dan yang gw cari di rumah apa? ya santai ngobrol2 sm temen lewat msn sambil ngerjain tugas. kalo nggak gila apa, bisa mati kebosenan gw! =(
tapi gimanapun gw tetep harus ngurangin kadarnya. 3 minggu lagi final.

oh ya jadwal final gw lumayan nih, cm 3.
Organic Chem : 08 Nov 2006 -11.15 am
Engineering Chem : 11 Nov 2006 - 2.30 pm
Pharmacology : 16 Nov 2006 - 8.00 am

lumayan kan jedanya, gak bikin stress. Semoga semester ini bagus nilai gw. gw udah ngorbanin satu hal yang selama ini gw consider penting bagi gw, hanya demi kuliah dan kebaikan gw yang laen. harus dong dapet hasil bagus..

ah udah ah ngisinya..ntar lg..malu sm orang sebelah yg lg ngerjain tugas..jelek bgt si gw dikala semua orang lg pd sibuk malah ngisi blog..kekeke

Dan turut berduka cita buat temen gw atas meninggalnya kakeknya. yang kuat and tabah yah..

Preciousamente

They don't have to be twin anymore

As long as he's a gorgeous gentle knight

And she's a kindhearted adorable princess

ohh..

oh ibu, i miss you so..hug me hug me hug me

dededadamkusayang, belajar yang bener yah buat ujiannya..

lolikusayangjuga, sini onechan gigit lagi..hueheuehe

papa, karada ni kiotsuketene..sigoto gambatte!

ojiichan, mousugu sitara shashin okurimasu..nagaiki sitekudasai.

ohhh if you know how badly i miss having break fasting with them.. ='( it's been 4 years..

lamo..lamo..

Hari ini lamo masuk rumah sakit lagi. =( si el meler kita yang sudah besar kejang2 dan pingsan lagi waktu sebelom sahur. mungkin kecapean kali ya..sore fitness smp malem. abis tarawih langsung ke lab lagi smp pagi. lamo..lamo..kan dah kita bilangin jg apaa..jgn maksa fitness..waktu dia masuk rumah sakit pertama kali, anak2 brisbane pada heboh semua. pada ke rumah sakit. tp gw wkt itu malah ngerasa dia bakal baik2 aja. tp kali ini kok mengkhwatirkan ya..gw jujur takut rasanya. malem ini dia diopname and masuk ICU. Mudah-mudahan dia gak apa2. Amin. tadi mau gw jengukin tp gak jadi krn dikira dia bakal pulang. ternyata baru ada keputusan diopname pas udah jam 10 lewat. bus jg udah susah. besok gw kerja dr pagi2 dan kalo ksana jg gak bakal bs liat dia krn dah masuk ICU.

cepat sembuh yah nak lamo. kita pada khawatir semua nih..