Costello was his actual name..

andreas is my imaginery homeboy. he was true, yeah he was, long ago. we made a promise back in 90s. but that was it. nothing special than a memory.

one day a hebrew came to sit beside me. and talked to me. we talked about some not-so-important things. he was hillarious and i was just surprised to discover how much fun i had talking to him. but then suddently i realised a feeling that is undeniably familiar in him. so i asked him, if we had met before. he grinned and said maybe. he smiled. and it looked so familiar. like a smile i was crazy about for years. i think i was confused so my mind went a bit slow. he laughed, he said i looked confused. i said yeah, kind of..then guess what he did...he..grinned (again)..taking..off..his....mask!!!!!
i was like.."!! a...a....andreas???!!!!!!!"

yes. it was him. he disguised himself as a hebrew, waiting for the right time to talked to me. i cant belive we were actually in the same city for that long and i didnt realise even a bit. anyway i was happy. like back in the old days. really old days back in 90s. he didnt seem to changed alot. the way he talks. how he makes jokes and makes people laugh loud. and how he always try to please his friends. but most important thing is how he never realise if someone was having a crush on him. he was really bad in these kind of things since kid. he was innocent. yet still is now. unfortunately the only thing that makes him different was he's not available anymore. lol. i have no intension to have any sort of *ehem* things between us. seriously no. lol. i was happy enough that i can be friends again with him.

i might had been having a crush on him, well even for a few hours that we spent talking. but strangely i dont feel a strange compulsive mix of lust and reluctance that i normally feel when i was having a crush on someone else. he's really a confortable person to talk to. and he is damn hillarious. people will be laughing out loud most time when talking to him. at the same time, you can also share your deepest problem without feeling embarrased or humiliated. so you know why i fell for that boy? well, the word falling might be a little bit exaggerated. i didnt fall for him. just had a tiny bits of crush for a few hours. haha... but no matter what happen i think we can't be anything more than friends. well, thats what i think...kind of unfortunate huh..? lol.. nah, nahh i'm not having a big crush on him anyway..just a tiny tiny petite crush :P

here, i got a question for those who has ever stayed in brisbane. Do you actually agree that brisbane is a poor hunting ground for partners? hahaha.. i see some people keep stay being single till the end of their stay in here, but some others seem to find their true love here and get married. well, hopefully it's not a poor hunting ground for me. i met my ex here, and hope to meet my new significant one here as well.. :P it's just that good guys are already taken or leaving brisbane soon. what a shame! **yeah, stay here longer Js!! ** huahuahahha xD

Schedule hari ini..

Schedule hari ini..

jam 11. 00 - gak tau kapan : nemenin benki mencari oleh -oleehhh. tapi gw gak boleh shopping..huhu :(

jam 16. 00 - 18. 00 : maen tennis bersama opa, 2 cucunya dan 2 teman cucu2nyaaa..kekekeke :D

lalu setelahh itu..ke acaranya wiwiii, makan2 di all you can eat korean barbeque!!! sik asik asikk.. abis olah raga..yakiniku menantii... :D :D :D

yasudah..mau pergi dulu yah saya..hihihi

i have a christmast present for you~ :D

Akhirnya kelar juga nih ujian gw. Well, nggak totally kelar sih..hanya tertunda aja salah satunya..

dari siang ke DFO sama vane..ternyata seru juga yah DFO, lebih bagus daripada yang gw bayangin...kalo yang murah banget bisa sampe $5 untuk kaos2 and atasan. asal pinter milih sih mayan banget buat nyari2 oleh2..haha..dan malemnya..nonton Borat sama irwan, opa, rio, panca, anggit, agung willard, pandu dan jule. gila, ini film tergokil yang pernah gw liat. gak ada deh yang ngalahin..hahhahaha geli abis kalo inget scene2nya terutama bagian gulat2an. euww..kekkeke..abis ujian gitu sih wajib nonton ni film..buat stress reliever lebih dari lumayan..hoho anyway, treat buat diri gw abis ujian kayanya udah cukup lah yah..gw jg sempet manjain diri gw di tengah2 ujian biar gak bosen juga :p
gak bisa gw..rasanya masih ada yang nge-ganjal..

Dan satu hal. tolong maafin aku yah. aku gak mau bikin kamu kecewa apalagi sedih. aku bakal buktiin ke kamu bahwa yang kamu dukung 3 tahun yang lalu itu gak salah. aku punya tujuan dan cita-cita baru sekarang. mungkin gak sebagus yang waktu itu. tapi perlahan-lahan bakal aku bikin jauh lebih bagus. bener2 makasih banyak yah selama ini. tanpa kamu aku mungkin udah nyerah sekarang. aku sedih banget waktu kemaren tau kondisi kamu sekarang kaya gitu. aku selalu doain kamu yang terbaik. tolong jaga diri baik2 yah..and jangan terlalu baik ah sama orang...sampe kapan si mau polos gitu mikir gak ada orang jahat di dunia? kamu nih..haha
yaudah talk to you soon babe. lurv yaa *kiss* *kiss* :)

udah ah,,gw mau tidur..cape nih..nite nite :)

a Man in disguise

God, dont let me hurt them again

not for the second time

especially when they trully love me

Well, we missed the train.

Now then Mardy Bum
I see your frown
And it's like looking down the barrel of a gun
And it goes off
And out come all these words
Oh there's a very pleasant side to you
A side I much prefer

It's one that laughs and jokes around
Remember cuddles in the kitchen
Yeah, to get things off the ground
And it was up, up and away
Oh, but it's right hard to remember
That on a day like today when you're all argumentative
And you've got the face on

Well now then Mardy Bum
Oh I'm in trouble again, aren't I?
I thought as much
Cause you turned over there
Pulling that silent disappointment face
The one that I can't bear

Can't we laugh and joke around
Remember cuddles in the kitchen
Yeah, to get things off the ground
And it was up, up and away
Oh, but it's right hard to remember
That on a day like today when you're all argumentative
And you've got the face on

Yeah I'm sorry I was late
Well I missed the train
And then the traffic was a state
And I can't be arsed to carry on in this debate
That reoccurs, oh when you say I don't care
Well of course I do, yeah I clearly do!

So laugh and joke around
Remember cuddles in the kitchen
Yeah, to get things off the ground
And it was up, up and away
Still it's right hard to remember
That on a day like today when you're all argumentative

And you've got the face on

(Arctic Monkey - Mardy Bum)