porqué ?

I feel quite tasteless right now. well i taste sugars. no. pardon me, it's dark chocolate. conservative but nice and sexy. But still, cacao took only some part on my tongue. the rest, just the taste of saliva.

This semester is harder than i thought it would be. it's the first semster of the year, it should be easier than the second one. well probably due to the change in the course expectations. frankly this is the first semester since i enter uni that i really worked hard. try to manage not to skip a class but still with a bit of lates in the morning..haha. uni for this sem is fun. It's tiring but fun. seriously, this might sound freaky but i feel alive in a way.

But still, there're something missing in my life right now. or i'm just being stressed with the pressures awaiting for me? mid sem break would end soon and final is coming. then going back for a few weeks. going back is fine, meeting family, meeting friends, eating, shopping. sweet. but still i have a bit of paranoid feeling about jakarta. it's not the bomb hey, dont be silly. it's something else. the pressures? the fear? the crowd? nah just forget bout it. hopefully luciano wont screw the stuff. I'm quite fed up for he's being talking like that. annoying me to the hell. instead i wanna have some faith. of good, of course.


oh and there're some good news. everything is shocking...

daniel and sonia is getting married. as well as mariah and some oman guy.
then the best part is nelly is coming for a month holiday to brisbane!! yaaayyy...!!! =D
these all takes place in july..no puedo esperar para verle nelly!! =D