After disappearing for 3 weeks

I've been away from my normal life since i started working..I don't go online, don't update my blog and don't hangout with friends often anymore like I used to.. Friends say that I became anti-social since then..well..I'm not insisting on being anti-social, it's just I get really tired and sleepy already at 9 pm. No mood to turn the computer on anymore if you know how I feel..go to work, get home, cook, write some reports, and do the dishes is already a big energy spend for me..well I do those things too during uni time and I was absolutely fine but this time it's just tiring, don't know why..

I start my work at 9 in the morning and normally finish at 6 or 6.30 in the afternoon. I feel really fine and energic when I work, maybe cos I enjoy it so much that I dont feel of any burden. working in lab is fantastic, full of fun and never get bored. It's just that your life became more risky. You associate with all the flammable, toxic, carcinogenic compound. Yeah the stuffs are always there, the stuff that you can never avoid the existence. How many times we put them in drawer, they are always there back on the bench cos everyone's using. For example silica gel, powder that can lead to lung cancer by breathing the dust. Most of the time it's on the bench, the dust is everywhere and we breath the air. Oh God..it's so bad when you think about it. I actually start to worry about heaps of things. Especially regarding health issues. I've been working for 3 weeks and the smell of the chemicals is killing me day by day. People might think I'm freak and just showing off by talking in the blog how work in a lab is. (I personally have been told this from a friend..so, I tell you here..I might be a freak by talking about lab and compound and stuffs but I am not showing off anything or being snob..I just telling my life here)

But overall, this 3 weeks of working with my team had been really wonderful and fantastic. I got some new friends that are really nice and fun to hang around with. Even we work in the same lab every one of us do different things, so it's sort of individual when we are working. But outside the lab what we do is talk and talk and laugh. It's really lucky that you have a nice friends in your team. Since sometimes there are some teams that is very individual. I dont know how I had gone through all my work without them. I could have been stressing or feeling bored or even lonely. I have one week of christmas and new year break, then I'll go back working again. Later I might or might not be able to work with them again since I might have to move to lab down stair to do other things. It's kind of sad but im sure we'll still hang around together.

Oh and this morning Bagas flew to New Zealand, having a week trip with his family. Damn, I wanna go too, there are 3 places that I really wanna go. It's Japan, France and New Zealand. Japan especially tokyo to visit old friends and family. France cos my best best friend lives there (she might be having a trip to europe or england right now...I really envy her so much for every opportunity she got by staying in Paris..huh mi..it's not fairrrr!!). And New Zealand, cos its natures to explore. Anyway..take care Bags..have fun out there..and for Mia as well if she's really having a trip around europe..hope to talk to you soon Mi.. miss u so muchh =)